Ultimate goal

Bah...

Taking on the world is no doubt a task in which you will become defeated. So I will try to embrace the shortcomings and the victories. It's not the world which is the problem, but other men with their own inconsistencies and problems which will bring you down and take away your own inherent power. Nature is designed to do no harm and indeed in itself is chaotic. Maybe if I wait long enough I will find answers there.

One of the great masters is truly time and the ability to forget. It's the things I cannot forget which hinders me. One day I hope to stand in awe of my actions and in awe of myself really and honestly- without cheap confidence afforded by material things and significant others or children. But just me. That would be truly amazing!