More complaints of course

I have been trying to give folks a second chance. But we are creatures of habit and therefore are fairly predictable. I find my personality type to be very annoying and uneventful because there are few people to be found that are like-minded and have similar interests in the general populace. It is frustrating to say the least. I don't care for Monday night football and I only know who Jeter is. Not that there aren't millions of people that aren't into sports, but the science community in which I am somewhat involved aren't the most vivacious bunch either. But as it is human nature, we much form niches and cliques and I have yet to find one I would like to dwell.
I tried to seek others and varying means of enjoying life outside of what is directly presented before me, but things are difficult to enjoy solo. And so, I find myself saying "but who cares?" once again. I am just giving up because I am tired.
I wish I could be more mean-spirited. I wish I could be parasitic and narcissitic and hypocritical. It is these traits that get people ahead in life and somehow I just never learned how to use people or apple polish.
I suppose my weak genes should be eliminated from the pool. My previous task of trying to speak more clearly and loudly has not been successful due to my empathy overall and lack of determination.
It appears that I will maintain my hermit status. Not that I was on a quest to have this retracted.
Gosh, all this me, me, I,I..nag nag and complain.If I could make a living from this. Garrr