Everyday is dejavu
Wherein do I find the ultimate freedom???
Spring break- not the whoo hoo it used to be- is finally over as quick as it commenced and being back at school makes me naseaus all over again.It's like some crazy illness that is pretty much chronic at this point, with all sorts of pus and inflammatory symptoms. And of course, no one is up at this hour to talk to.Damn you night owl.As a side note, why in the hell do people drink flavored water- why not just drink juice??? It behooves me, as it tastes worse than water,not as refreshing but not as delightful as juice. This vitamin water craze, and propel water needs to be terminated!!!
I will tell you what else is behooving, me going on more internet dates,me not being able to connect with these creatures, and finding it so hard to do something I enjoy, with someone I like in this god forsaken city. There are days I feel no better than a paraplegic or wouldn't mind getting my food in a tube, on a bed, doing nothing.How different would that be from my current situation.
I just want to enjoy late nights, with wine,Cat power,the Dears or Pornographers and beautiful darkness and hold the garlic. I also want to know, why in the hell when you meet people you have not seen in a while, and YOU BOTH know that you have no intention of being in touch- exchange numbers and make a plan to hang out sometime- it is never gonna happen, and I am ok with just saying,"well take care, it was nice to see you." HATE IT.
I can truly say, the most amusing thing that has happened to me lately, was to watch a woman try to retrieve her umbrella, on our past rainy day, that was stuck in a hole under a bench, where she laid it to drip.
The bed calleth I suppose.
Spring break- not the whoo hoo it used to be- is finally over as quick as it commenced and being back at school makes me naseaus all over again.It's like some crazy illness that is pretty much chronic at this point, with all sorts of pus and inflammatory symptoms. And of course, no one is up at this hour to talk to.Damn you night owl.As a side note, why in the hell do people drink flavored water- why not just drink juice??? It behooves me, as it tastes worse than water,not as refreshing but not as delightful as juice. This vitamin water craze, and propel water needs to be terminated!!!
I will tell you what else is behooving, me going on more internet dates,me not being able to connect with these creatures, and finding it so hard to do something I enjoy, with someone I like in this god forsaken city. There are days I feel no better than a paraplegic or wouldn't mind getting my food in a tube, on a bed, doing nothing.How different would that be from my current situation.
I just want to enjoy late nights, with wine,Cat power,the Dears or Pornographers and beautiful darkness and hold the garlic. I also want to know, why in the hell when you meet people you have not seen in a while, and YOU BOTH know that you have no intention of being in touch- exchange numbers and make a plan to hang out sometime- it is never gonna happen, and I am ok with just saying,"well take care, it was nice to see you." HATE IT.
I can truly say, the most amusing thing that has happened to me lately, was to watch a woman try to retrieve her umbrella, on our past rainy day, that was stuck in a hole under a bench, where she laid it to drip.
The bed calleth I suppose.
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